Haha ok I know I said I was gonna write on this evreyday..well that was a lie.. obviously.. since I got really busy right after I made this...ok so maybe just maybeee..yea I forgot about it :(
Sorries. well basically I am apologizing to myself. Cuz I have no followers. Hmm I'm talking to myself..fun. Shhh... no im not weird or psycho or anything..im just talking to myself.. . . .yupp

Ok..I admit it this is quite sad!

Sad. Hmm...well i shall talk about sad things In my life.. for instance.. my GPA. Well that's my fault I guess though cuz i didn't try at all Freshman year. It was so weird, because just randomly last august I really started to care..like I changed my whole person. Seriously, studying 6hrs non stop writing to the max on long ass essays. Yea, I work pretty damn hard now. I rarely hang out with friends at all, except Friday of course! But yeaa still though because of last year my GPA sucks!

It also kinda sucks that I am moving. I mean I dont want to think about it infact I avoid thinking about it at all times. But its still gonna happen, If I avoid discussing it Im just like not gonna know when. ((like this year i swear i was so out of it! I didnt know when: Christmas was! I came down stairs on Christmas morning and was like "ohh todays christmas?")) ((But thats because of another problem which is that no one tells me anything I mean seriously, no one tells me when we are going on vacation, its just like my mom wakes me up at 3am and tells me we have a flight to _____.)) Anyways, moving, told you I avoid talking about it! so..last year as in 2009 I would have died for the chance of moving, especially if it was back to the US. I pretty much hated my life at school up until now. I used to care so much about what other people thought about me..and try to blend in as much as possible. I was shy well actually I wasnt actually shy i just acted that way. See it all started in 7th grade...you know when gossiping was the "cool" thing to do. Anyways some rumor has followed me since then and the sad thing was that I didnt even know what it was until last year. 9th grade. anyways stupid stuff.. but now I like my life haha im finally over all that shiz. and I currently like where I am, i like my friends (of course) and school! ahah im actually really depressed to go home cuz then there is like nothing to do expesially if i dont have hw...then i just go on facebook watch TV and feel like alonish. So my friend told me to go on chatroulette, but that didnt help because all I saw were dicks and it was really gross plus the people that were nice I know im not actually gonna meet them ever so that kinda fails right there! I mean its like your so alone you are talking to people that your never actually met, which is creepy and stupid. and just well anyways it is not a good feeling just so you know! Anyways though..wow i get off topic easily.. I dont wanna move. I like it here being an international kid.. I think the USA is gonna suck like as in boring, no taxis, cant yet drive, and my mom is gonna be super uptight cuz its not safe. Im not gonna fit in, i dont wanna fit in though i dont wanna be a conformed abercrombie holister kid anymore (5th grade). I wanna be able to go shoping in a giant ass mall. I wanna live near water so I can like go jetskiing and stuff! :( great..ok i will finish my complaining later cause i have to exit out of this so i can give someone my link..k bye ppl.