Complaining About Parents

In My Mind: Although I really like writing it gets kind of boring, I mean I’m a really good writer. Not bragging just stating facts but like if I took journalism, any kind, I would feel empty inside. First of all honestly how much do writers get paid, not a lot? How many writers become famous, barely any. Ever since I was little my mom and dad have really been encouraging the writing thing, because as they say I’m so creative. I kind of feel brainwashed because growing up all I have been doing is artsy things, it’s like they have indirectly chosen a path that I should take in life. I wish they would support me when I told them that I wanted to do something else. The past times that I tried telling my parents that I didn’t want to do journalism they just laugh and be like “ha-ha you’re funny! Your great at writing it’s what you do, or you’re so creative, and artsy why wouldn’t you do something that you’re good at...Blah blah blah”. It like guilt trip from there on out, I start to think about why I second guessed my parents choice for me, I mean they know me the best right? Then from that thought I start to think about my future. This is a really big topic to think about, so here is what is on my mind right now.
Ok so my thoughts about myself I like writing because I am really good at it. But I’d really like to discover something instead of either making things up for a non fiction novel or just restating and explaining things that someone else already discovered. You know what I mean? Take space for instance that is something I’m really interested in because there is so much room for discovery! Honestly and secretly I love watching documentaries about space. Wow, ok I do realize that just sounded really nerdy but its interesting, ha-ha!
I honestly have no clue why I like space so much. I’m not one of those star wars alien obsessing people ha-ha, Im actually quite the opposite! I’ve only seen one star wars movie you know the recent one where the hot guy turns evil, yea that one! Ha-ha! Even a little kid I used to be really afraid of space and the idea of not knowing. Although now its so thrilling to me! I just wish my parents could just like not judge me because of my past intrests and limit me to certain thing because of the way I look or act.

I totally just forgot what I was gonna say... ill finish this complaining thing later